Now I feel the world
However it’s not a merit
I’m concerned about my dream
And how to carry out it

The sun shines for you
For me it seldom does
My finger directly shows my way
Yet, I seek it thus

But I don’t find my way
Anywhere

I’m defiant past of nice
But they still do rip me
They harm me, but I don’t harm
And they don’t let me be

The fire burns for you
For me it seldom does
I’m cold, I’m cold, I’m cold
I feel it very much because

I don’t have any
Fire

I’m ever-fighter of now
I stand where others stood
In the very inside of the fire
Exiled for I’m misunderstood

The Sun shines for you
For me it seldom does

The lights on for you
For me it seldom does
You have got everything
But nothing for us

I’ve no I
I’ve no eye
I don’t get why
Say good-bye
I’ve no bed
I’ve no head
I’m not glad
I’m sad instead
I’ve no now
I’ve no past
I’ve no rules
I’ve no trust
I don’t live
I don’t hope
I’m afraid of
Poison-effect-rope

Gimme water, water please.

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I live in a cave
Where I feel safe
But knives are coming soon
To bleed my spoon

I am harmed
They want to lose my way
Yet, I still keep it now
At least today

I look at the sky
From the dust for help
But I’m leaving soon
To find myself

There’s nobody been left
Whom I would be waiting for
To guide me right or left
Who could enter the door
Now I believe only
In a new future
What is wating for me
To be my teacher
And only a song
What can speed me up
Tells me if I’m wrong
Tells me to stop
Moves my legs
From the wax
And slightly stops my tears
From the eyes of fears.

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A letter was left on my table
Written to be at the rails if I am able
I went because I had nothing to do that day
He would be angry if I didn’t go, anyway

Slowly the lights has fallen asleep
So sleepy was the town
That I couldn’t go or leap
And almost I fell down
I was waiting but nobody came
Why I do this, what’s the aim?
I was standing on that side
Where then every hope has died

Well, he didn’t come

Well, I laid down on a bench
I was watching the moon to revenge
And I realized without a say
That the moon had had a bad day
So did I, so I went
I did mean what I meant
I was roaming in the street
Myself somehow to treat

I’m living in a sick world
Where my soul has just travelled
Anywhere I am I’m not fine
It’s not my world, it’s not mine
This world doesn’t belong to me
I’m just here to be
The purpose of this-world pay
Is nothing to say

Well, he didn’t come

This is not my world

I’m just longing day by day
For the Heaven welcome to say
I’m just longing night by night
For the otherside to be all right, all right
All right.

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